Once I been on some shitty talk with my booze in my home-town, and as a good buddy, we found that we liked a girl and with have no issue by the feeling(I did not feeling quite bad at all, I tell you!!). One day, I knew that he was trying infected his feeling and trying all method to get closer the girl(I knew ll his method by the way, and this was my greatest weapon, trust me borrowed a things and repay it with gift was the idea, high school's mind). The only thing I did at that time is only make him down and down, was telling bull talk to make him down and down. but it failed as he knew that I have same feeling with the girl he liked, Shitty on me, but I have faced it(the okey thing was, we felt it's normal feeling and didn't really get it into drama, as I see, the good-buddy will leave and be enemy with them, trust me it didn't work in my case).
This happened on my high-school period if you were asking tough. The class has began at that time, as a normal executive class it would be fine if I was taking around the class for nothing at all, and this way I intended to create fuzzy feeling to my buddy, plus, because of the girl was one of the executive class also, it was common that I un/intentionally interacted with her, and yes I succeed(I got a better chances, you know!), lovely I felt, and smart enough for me though. as days passed, the indifferent feeling I felt stronger and strong, it was fully indescribable, later on I knew that she was avoided me, what??!!, why??., And this was the part I gave her a time to breath, I have no reason at all, but It'll be unwise if I kept going.
There was a time when I hung out with my buddy and he was asking about the progress, have nothing to say but I just told him, didn't you get a good start, use it. he answered, Inglorious Bastard, shut up, you have done, you have no chance at all, She is mine!!, go get other!!,(what??!!, what did this idiot thought who was I?!!), he just laugh and laugh, this was the part I didn't say anything, You doomed dude, you have no chances at all, he replied,(try to understand who I was, and thought, did she fall for him, no..no..no.., it's no-way!!), simple question I asked him, have you gotten her already??, a no he replied, just answered with, never-you never get her. She'll be, and you have thought you have lost already, and it's the time I am the winner, he replied.
And I was in real doomed after that day, the way I saw, he got closer and close to her, and yes, seemed I didn't have chance at all, quite pity for me, and just to be a tough buddy then, this was the part I supported him(trust me, even to support, I failed, the only reason was that bastard, made fun of me).
Then I realized, It had been 8months and no heard anything about them(great lost I convinced that they were together), what the hell had happen??, seemed something got wrong, and I was asked him right away, and it was no nothing at all, caused he was answered, he was at her friend-zoned, nothing I replied that Thanks dude, your failure just give me one more chances, and he just replied, yes, go get her, feeling fuzzy but I ignored it cause that bastard have nothing to think(he was smart if you questioned, but I was smarter then him, at school tough).
I didn't really care that if she will friend-zoned me also, but I have my trust to my self, and nothing to compare with it, till now, tough. there's a part I was get closer to her with my buddy around but he doesn't fell indifferent at all, what the heck happened?, hmm,, let's dig more information about her. Days passed and there was a time, I went out with her several time, you know, and when I pronounced my desired to own her, a yes replied, trust me, It was hard, but this was the part I didn't stop convinced her.
The day of my days has began after that day, then my buddy congratulated me, sure he'd do that, but I didn't admit that he gave me chances, I presumed it was fair, I gave him chances and he gave mine, an intentionally tough, fine for me. That day was ended with bull talk, and I was very curious what the idiot tries he made and caused stupid failure, he replied, I didn't lose at that time, she has no room left already(What the hell he was thinking, where I was now, tough). You were the winner already,(yes, I was), since before you gave me time(no,no, I gave you time and you failed), She admired you before I tried, and when I got to the end of the string, I knew the truth, before I am expressing mine tough. there's a time I gave silence to him for his pity, and laugh so much.
Days have passed with my 8years and go on with her, and not going somewhere but the ring. One day you read this, then you'll know the way I see, dude. Sure you'll you find what have you been looking to but not her tough(As I remembered, this is a DEADEND for you), plus this is the part I repel, She is mine!!, go get other!!.
and hmm,.. I don't think she'll read this but I tell her, she'll question, Who is the buddy??(I did tell my buddy, but trust me she forgets and again), yeah!!, she loves to be admirer and keep everything the way her perspective in(be loved and admirer, keep people open the door for her but keep me), this is the real her where she exposing her beauty. And still, I won't let she go and don't!!.
This happened on my high-school period if you were asking tough. The class has began at that time, as a normal executive class it would be fine if I was taking around the class for nothing at all, and this way I intended to create fuzzy feeling to my buddy, plus, because of the girl was one of the executive class also, it was common that I un/intentionally interacted with her, and yes I succeed(I got a better chances, you know!), lovely I felt, and smart enough for me though. as days passed, the indifferent feeling I felt stronger and strong, it was fully indescribable, later on I knew that she was avoided me, what??!!, why??., And this was the part I gave her a time to breath, I have no reason at all, but It'll be unwise if I kept going.
There was a time when I hung out with my buddy and he was asking about the progress, have nothing to say but I just told him, didn't you get a good start, use it. he answered, Inglorious Bastard, shut up, you have done, you have no chance at all, She is mine!!, go get other!!,(what??!!, what did this idiot thought who was I?!!), he just laugh and laugh, this was the part I didn't say anything, You doomed dude, you have no chances at all, he replied,(try to understand who I was, and thought, did she fall for him, no..no..no.., it's no-way!!), simple question I asked him, have you gotten her already??, a no he replied, just answered with, never-you never get her. She'll be, and you have thought you have lost already, and it's the time I am the winner, he replied.
And I was in real doomed after that day, the way I saw, he got closer and close to her, and yes, seemed I didn't have chance at all, quite pity for me, and just to be a tough buddy then, this was the part I supported him(trust me, even to support, I failed, the only reason was that bastard, made fun of me).
Then I realized, It had been 8months and no heard anything about them(great lost I convinced that they were together), what the hell had happen??, seemed something got wrong, and I was asked him right away, and it was no nothing at all, caused he was answered, he was at her friend-zoned, nothing I replied that Thanks dude, your failure just give me one more chances, and he just replied, yes, go get her, feeling fuzzy but I ignored it cause that bastard have nothing to think(he was smart if you questioned, but I was smarter then him, at school tough).
I didn't really care that if she will friend-zoned me also, but I have my trust to my self, and nothing to compare with it, till now, tough. there's a part I was get closer to her with my buddy around but he doesn't fell indifferent at all, what the heck happened?, hmm,, let's dig more information about her. Days passed and there was a time, I went out with her several time, you know, and when I pronounced my desired to own her, a yes replied, trust me, It was hard, but this was the part I didn't stop convinced her.
The day of my days has began after that day, then my buddy congratulated me, sure he'd do that, but I didn't admit that he gave me chances, I presumed it was fair, I gave him chances and he gave mine, an intentionally tough, fine for me. That day was ended with bull talk, and I was very curious what the idiot tries he made and caused stupid failure, he replied, I didn't lose at that time, she has no room left already(What the hell he was thinking, where I was now, tough). You were the winner already,(yes, I was), since before you gave me time(no,no, I gave you time and you failed), She admired you before I tried, and when I got to the end of the string, I knew the truth, before I am expressing mine tough. there's a time I gave silence to him for his pity, and laugh so much.
Days have passed with my 8years and go on with her, and not going somewhere but the ring. One day you read this, then you'll know the way I see, dude. Sure you'll you find what have you been looking to but not her tough(As I remembered, this is a DEADEND for you), plus this is the part I repel, She is mine!!, go get other!!.
and hmm,.. I don't think she'll read this but I tell her, she'll question, Who is the buddy??(I did tell my buddy, but trust me she forgets and again), yeah!!, she loves to be admirer and keep everything the way her perspective in(be loved and admirer, keep people open the door for her but keep me), this is the real her where she exposing her beauty. And still, I won't let she go and don't!!.